Last nigth i went out with friends.Actually to one of my friends house.We were in 12 people more or less, but some of them i met on the day.
i had never got drunk before that night.I didnt use to drink at all. and im so stupid, because im 20 years old now and i was supposed to act with responsibility....i made a fool of myself.
But that night i went out thinking that i wanted to get drunk....
i had this in my mind...i wanted to get drunk.
I started drinking beer.Than i started mixing wine and whisky...
O my god, i fell terrible...
well...i cant remember what happened..I dont remember anything...
My friend said i started shouting, screaming ....asking for help....i couldnt breath...
I trew up in the carpet...They took me to the toilet....they laid myself down with my face up, staring at the ceiling...N then i started vomiting again....all over my face....My friends were scared....
they put me inside the bath/// and i trew up again , again, and again.... and again....a lottttttt
they tried to clean me up, but i didnt accepted any help....i was just shouting....and shouting....and behaving like a little baby....
they couldnt take my clothes off...i scremead a lot....
they eventually managed to take my clothes off, and dress me with clean clothes.
they tried to give me water and sugar...i bit my friend....i didnt accepeted anything.
they were desperate...they called the ambulance, because they said i was asking to be taken to hospital....they said i was scared, terrified....but the ambulance came with the police ,because the neighbours called them....
they took me to hospital.....
too friends of mine went with me..the others stayed in the housing cleaning everuthing..they are muchhhhhh older than i am...thay are 35 and 40. i just remember seeing them siting there, although i didnt know it was a hospital....and i felt scared.....i didnt know what was going on....at that time one of my friends said i had spoiled the night for everyone.....i felt soooooooooooooo embarrassed.
no one at the hospital saw me, the doctors said i was all right, just drunk....they took me to hospital because they didnt know what to do anymore...i scared them with my screaming....
then we went home again...they put me in bed...i slept the morning....i woke up, and there were the owner of the house an more 3 friends....i couldnt remember anything....i just knew i had got completely drunk....
n they all looking at me with that angry and absolutely tired faces....i wanted to die that time....
suddenly of of them came to me and gave me a video to watch.....the filmed the police taking me to the ambulance....
i was horrible.....i was hopeless.....i was smelling....my hair...my godness...
i will neverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr do it again....i did it because i thought it would be fun, i never thoutght i would be such a nuisance......i send texts to some of them , apologizing....
send an email to the owner of the house.....
well...but to make it even worse....the owner of the house is my teacher....and i am so embarressed about going to school tomorrow....
what do i do now???/How do i behave now????
they must hate me now....specially my teacher....she kind of admired me a lot....my god....
they called me an arrogant and spoiled child.....but i was drunk for gods sake,,,,i am a nice person, they liked me...i make mistakes, i know....but i love them.....i didnt want to cause them that...
i just want to prove to them i am not that, actually they know how i am, and that i dont drink, and also that i got drunk because i wanted....but i just want to have my reputation back....
i would like them to , i dont know, be my friends....
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