This is going to be a very long story cut as short as possible.
Saturday night I went to a work friends house for a girls night in. Pizza and rose wine spritzers. The night was super fab up until her mum came home and we all started drinking white wine (A drink I dont normally have). The white wine was finished and the vodka came out but I refused it because at new year I got rather loud, danced like an idiot and my husband did not like it so I said i'd lay of spirits from then on.
My friends mum went to bed and WHAM BAM thats the last I remember. I have no recollection of my life after 1am Sunday morning. Apparently I started drinking diet coke but then decided I didnt want it and poured it all over my friends floor. I then smashed a glass and held it as if I was going to hurt her with it. I then locked her out of her house for an hour, ate an apple from my bag and spat it all over her carpet!!
I was taken home by a taxi. I threw my coat over his head whilst he was driving and snatched the glasses off his face!
I found out all of this by another friend who contacted me the following day to see if I was ok. My hangover has lasted two days. I had vomited all over my house and my husband said he was looking into my face and shouting 'what have you taken' but it was if I had died because although I was looking at him there was no life in me or my eyes.
The friends conservatory was practically trashed and she was so hysterical and traumatised after what I had done she refused to speak to anyone until today.; I am absolutely appauled at my behaviour and so upset that I could threaten or upset anyone in any way shape or form. This girl is like my sister and we are close (even though she is 12 years younger than me) Today I sent her and her mum some flowers to her home as she had called in sick at work because of what had happened.
We have eventually spoken this evening and i cant apologise enough for the way I have behaved and we will sort it out in time but not before I make it up to her and her family. To be honest, if I had been told i'd murdered somebody I wouldnt have known any better and I would have believed them - thats how bad I actually was!
I have been drunk many times and ive been funny, merry, stupid and over the top but never ever violent or disrespectful to anyone.
I take beta blockers and citralopam for severe post natal depression. Could these meds have interacted with the alcohol making it stronger or made my moods aggressive? Ive drank more than I did saturday night many a time and never had blackouts. Its all so very scary.
Sorry for the long winded story. Any help would be great please. Im so devastated by terrible behaviour. Thank you
there is no way a drug was slipped in to my drink. Im talking about a very highly respectable family. No possoble way.
By the way, I dont have a drink 'habit'. I only drink social once a month or once every other month - thats surely not a habit?
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