Wow!! So today I am feeling extremely disappointed in my family (mum & brother). Today an argument started over grey goose! Can you believe it some alcohol apparently I wasn?t happy enough for my brother that he was drinking the alcohol that the stars like Tupac and T-Pain drink. He told me this and I wasn?t really in a good mood considering the fact I have just found out that my boyfriend who I am 8 months pregnant for was not the man I thought he was and has only been cheating on me since day dot & now he is in another country on business and left me to sort out finding a place for myself and my baby a bit hard running around with the extra weight but I have managed to get a place finally, but not in the best of moods lately as have had a lot to deal with, on top of that my mum?s house is in a complete state with big a big hole in the ceiling, and rotting walls and all kinds of different damages which have been there for years and I was the one who went about making the calls to have them repaired (which is free from the government due to her financial status). I have done all of this with absolutely no thanks at all, yet my brother literally wiped down one kitchen side which holds a toaster and kettle and we should be forever grateful!
I first moved back to my mum?s when my boyfriend had to go away for business, I was living with him in a different city from my hometown and for certain reasons I couldn?t contuine to stay there while he was away. My boyfriend decorated the spare room at my mums house and put in new carpets, bed & waldrobe so I would be comfortable the room looked like a crack den before, he also helped my mum to clean the hole downstairs which she didn?t thank him for (before I knew he was cheating) which took a lot of work as she never cleans and hordes things.
When I first moved down I was happy to be around family and they was happy to be around me there was a positive atmosphere, my brother had just came out of prison so at the time was very appreciative of family and was very respectful I had been dancing before as a job and have a degree in dance. On the day my bro came out of prison after 6 months of her crying and running up to visit every week she says ?well you?ll have to get back to work? meaning he should do illegal things for money again WTF!! I said are you serious? And the room went quiet.
When I came down to live with my mum for a temporary basis of 2 months because I was searching for a flat and I am pregnant so it made sense. Since I have been there she has cooked for me everyday but still complains, shouts and swears at me in front of her friends, but the thing that makes me so angry is that she treats me and my brother so differently, I cant even raise my voice to her but he can shout and swear, look through her purse (to check that she isn?t lying when he wants money), makes her cook for him at 12 or 1am every night when he comes home from a hard days work! Even when she is eating her dinner she has to get up and run around for him and find clothes that he has thrown down somewhere or iron for him. He intimidates her with his presence he expects my mum to jump for him, he constantly has an angry face and I think acts like a complete bully, we don?t get along because I stand up for my mum and also don?t praise him constantly for having the latest iphone which he made illegally. When I do stand up for my mum she shouts me down and says don?t talk to him like that, oh and since I have been pregnant they both say things to me like what kind of mother are you going to be? And things like that because they want to hurt me and have expressed my fears of being a good mum due to my bad childhood. Even today me and my brother had an argument which went completely out of control, my mum blamed me for it, when I was arguing the facts and my brother was putting me down, saying know one likes me and that he hates me and slamming a door in my face. When I first came down I was showing them both respect talking to them properly, buying small items when they ran out (my mum refused any big money) letting my brother use my phone, internet, whatever he wanted he bought some coke bottles one day and he had two left and I asked him for one and he said NO! I was like please I am really craving for one, he said NO! in a cold tone and nasty stare! Since I was doing all of these things as well as cleaning up after my 20 year old brother and mum and still getting accused of not doing anything to help, when actually it was my brother who wasn?t helping but getting treated like a king.
I do feel childish to be saying all of this, I guess I will be ok once I get my place I can live how I want then, but to say I am hurt is an understatement they are my family how about some support and understanding through these hard times! Cant they understand or support me when I am down? Or will they just tolerate me when I am happy and don?t need there support. Anything I ask my mum or my broth
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