mum dad seperated when i was young,
brought some new man to my home, he settled in earlie
his ambitions and father hood was wrong, he used to beat my mum
i remember one christmas morning it sounded like a bomb
so i ran down stairs to see what was going on
there was blood on christmas eve night, all i could do was try to break up the fight.
so im on my hands and knees cleaning blood of the carpet so that my bro's and sis wouldnt come down in the morning to see what had gone on.
christmas day was quiet no spirit no love.
i can remeber countless times of me running home
to try and save my mum.
i used to run away alot to try get away as i was feeling cold and lonely.
i used to fend for myself nicking food and clothes
just so id look good in front of my friends and hoes
there used to be knocks on the door and the living room door would close and i wernt aloud in
but what he was doing was selling coke,
i reme,ber going up stairs to my mums bedroom i was only young and you pulled out a big white bag and was like this is how you earn money.
me thinking this is how you treat women. i was with a girl for all my school years
treated her like a fool. cheating on her all the time and telling who with a grin on my face
and the way they used to treat my bro like he was mental sending him to theropist
but there wernt nothing wrong it was them
i knew my mum is good its just that smelly fat Prk
feeding my mum cocain, looking like another women
so i met this girl she looked like everything, and its not like me to move to a girl with such emotion.
we got together and she sat me down and told me what she could see, and i just broke down and cried
my mind was becoming normal things were clear to me.
i went to the pub to meet my girl that was with my mums boyfriend and he drove of with her in the car so i followed it
he was down the next but with my friends and girl so i approched him and smashed him in the face, a fight broke and i hit my girl by accident so i ran and he chased me.
that night i went to get a bag of weed to carm me down. me and my girl walking to pick up and she had told me that he tried to have sex with her while my mum was only upstairs.
my bestfriend said to me he had slept with my girl my heart was broken
id kill him if i saw him again.
so i moved away to another place away from all this disgrace, just me and my girl
but i still feel pain, i dont think ill ever be the same.
i just need a way to let all this anger and hurt out but theres nothing to.
this is my real life story and im only 18
and yet i can still be happy.......................kind of lol
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