I'm not making excuses for my behaviour and I'm the adult and should know better but I totally screamed and lost the plot with my little man!
Basically the situation is that I havent spoken to my mum for a week now (we used to speak every day) and its really upsetting me to the point I'm feeling very depressed. I'm finding it really hard to function and just about manage to do the daily things that need doing. I'm also not sleeping well so very tired.
My little man is such a good sweet little thing and he really didnt do anything that was so wrong. He had a very dirty nappy (you know the ones that leak everywhere!) so I decided to give him a quick bath. I told him to lay on his change mat whilst I ran the bath and when I came back he was laying on the carpet and poo was everywhere (even tho he still had his nappy on) I just lost it, I totally screamed at him, poor thing was in tears . . . WHY DID I DO THAT??????????????? . . . Because I'm not coping well at the mo every room had something that needed sorting out and by nature I'm a clean & tidy person so it just felt like the carpet was another thing to sort out.
Straight after I lost it I hugged and kissed him and told him how sorry I was and I didnt stop saying sorry all day.
Have I really done somehting bad, will this affect him. He propably wont want to see me in the morning and I wouldnt blame him.
Feeling very tearful
Thanks for reading
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