I'm 13. I am always tidying everything, I panic if my desk at school is untidy or if my room has a piece of clothing on the floor and have to pick it up immediately. I always stay away from ill people (I have a phobia of sick and being sick, I start shaking and crying.). I NEVER eat things that have dropped, even on just hoovered carpets, even when the food has no sign of dirt on it. I have to have a spider check (I have arachnophobia) and check the things hanging my curtains have equal lengths between them, and fluff my pillows EVERY NIGHT otherwise I won't sleep. I have disturbing thoughts about my rabbits or my family or friends dying...I even sometimes have thoughts about having sex forced onto me (I had a dream about being raped once as well) I can't sleep without saying goodnight to my Mum or Dad (so I can't put myself to bed). I can't leave someone with an angry comment I have to be nice before I leave them otherwise I worry they will die in the night and I would have been fighting with them before they died. I'm only 13 and I'm really worried about this, it has been going on for years now. Please help. (Also all my capital letters have to be in the right places too)
I've read loads into it and apparently disturbing thoughts and dreams can be part of it.
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