or can i still fight until the end ?
my life has gone completley sh1t and a disaster, ive lived my whole adult life in complete misery.
my life has been unbelievable sh!t - its been a nightmare. suffered many things.
people in life have always let me down, never formed a close relationship, always one sided or them using me.
ive had an unfair life, made mistakes , have a criminal record over 7 years back, - live in a one bedroom flat on disability benefits , i own hardly no material possessions - been in a mental hospital, got no employment history- no qualifications - have psychological disorders im receiving and chasing help for, im nearly 31 years of age.
never forged a single friendship, i get to clingy, to emotional, to insecure, want intimacy straight away, have poor conversational skills and maintaining a conversation i find very difficult.
i live alone in a one bedroom apartment alienated from society, reliant on help from the mental health services.
nearly 31 and never forged a single friendship, i get to clingy, to emotional, to insecure, want intimacy straight away, have poor conversational skills and maintaining a conversation i find very difficult.
i have a personality disorder and ptsd traits.
i have a criminal past, a mental health record, no employment history because of a hard, unfortunate life, no qualifications .
i own literally nothing except an old computer, i live of benefit like a parasite , have no carpets on my floor, a crap matress for a bed etc.
theres no individual psychotherapy in my area due to lack of resources but their offering an occupational therapist to help me practically , to integrate me back into society, get doing things and involved with things.
meanwhile my goals are :
which im not prepared to compromise is ; leave england - move to spain somewhere near a quiet coast with a computer job, find a wife and a simple quiet life.
how do i come to terms and get over this ?
im a complete broken down wreck of a human being , with 2 mising teeth, an average penis , and nothing , NOTHING at all going for me..
holy sh1t
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