present situation :
i live in a one bedroom flat in the north of england , on disability benefits, i own nothing except an old computer - got no carpets on my floor, a shabby bed etc. i suffer with borderline personality disorder and post traumatic stress - im waiting to hear if i will get group therapy ; my main problems are severe low self worth , rage and aggression and aggraphobia and anxiety, i have social problems forming friendships or relationships with people.
about my history :
ive had a severe hard life, suffered severe abuse, bullying , victimisation, bad times , assaults , head injuries , homelessness , time in a psychiatric hospital , over a time span 0f 16 years , since the age of 16.
ive missed out on most things in life people take for granted : forming any relationships with anyone . never been employed , spent all my life on disability , never got an education , never got any qualifications.
have a minor criminal record for an assault and carrying a knife when i lived in a rough neiborhood, and i was being targeted by local thugs.
obviously have a psychiatric record to.
i also unfortunatly havent had consistant therapy over the years, the system failed me so i havent had the help i needed.
the time is coming where i will have to travel out to group therapy which is quite far from me , i will have to have to travel out everyday to it when it starts, - so i will be away from my apartment all day.
i dont own much as ive already said, except an old, dusty computer , which is my prize possession - to me its a connection a lifeline to the outside world.
i dont live in the roughest area , plus i live on the 3rd floor, all my neighbours seem ok , but i have this reoccuring fear of what if while im out , away from my apartment , that im BURGLED and my computer stolen ?
this worry is freaking me out and if it happened, i feel it would tip me over the edge into suicide .
the thought of losing everything on my computer, my contacts, important info , notepads with important things written in them, all my pictures and videos , friends emails , contacts, messenger addresses , etc etc , and everything else.
and now its getting to the stage where ill be leaving my apartment regularly and all day, im worrying more.
my computers is everything , a lifeline to the outside world in everyway and its freaking me out , what if it was stolen ?
like i said i dont live in a rough area but theres still louts around, and once again if this was to happen and my computer taken from me , i would surely end it.
i couldnt handle losing everything, all that important stuff.
my question is : does anyone know of anything i could do to safe guard this happening ?
a clever way to back everything up ? any gadgets i could buy to clone everything on my computer so i could take it with me where i travel ?
so all id have to do is transfer everything to another computer ?
any other clever procedures ? so in the unfortunate situation i was burgled id have all my info backed up somewhere else ?
btw i dont own any laptops, im poor on disability , but i do own an external harddrive , is there anything i could do with that ?
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